Jennifer Paige & Nick Carter

This can’t be love now I know, You’re a beautiful lie
It’s just a beautiful lie _ Beatiful Lie



I’m gone
The ground is shaking under
Feels like the world
May all come crashing down
Now your words
And sorrys have no meaning
Baby you lied

You turned it on
Wasn’t my imagination
Everybody Knows
That you’ve been running round
So dumb
Let you play with my emotions
Baby you lied

If this isn’t love
What did I feel inside
If this aint love
How could you look in my eyes
Cause my heart is breakin’, not falling this time
This can’t be love now I know
You’re a beautiful lie
It’s just a
beautiful lie

So cold
Had me wrapped around your finger
Part of a Show
Like a puppet on a string
How could I know
I was just another victim
Baby you lied

I can’t stay when I keep falling apart
I won’t be here waiting lost in the dark
Now I know it’s time to let go
And I won’t take this anymore
I don’t wanna be lonely but I can’t take no more
You’re just a heartache baby
I’m out that door

Cause my heart is breakin’, not falling this time
This can’t be love now I know
You’re a beautiful lie
It’s just a
beautiful lie

Cause my heart is breakin’, not falling this time
This can’t be love now I know
It’s just a
beautiful lie

kami beresiko untuk bahagia

"ketika kami benar-benar berani
untuk mengambil resiko
saat itulah kami bahagia"- anes mind

Tuhan terimakasih telah mengizinkan aku memilih jalan ini
ketika aku mulai kehidupan disini, aku menemukan
bahwa hidupku lebih dari sekedar variasi mejikuhibiniu

Tuhan terimakasih sudah mengizinkan aku mengenal mereka
mereka, semua,
yang memori atas mereka terekam jelas di kepala ini

Tuhan terimakasih sudah mengizinkan aku belajar disini
bukan hanya sebatas dunia akademisi
tapi semua, belajar semua hal dan dari semua orang

Dana Pranesthi Wenig salah satu inspirasi ini
kutipan kutipan kecilnya menyentuh hati ini
menciptakan seulas senyuman kecil di bibir ini
menumbukan berjuta ide dalam kepala ini

Tuhan terimakasih
kau izinkan aku memilih resiko utuk hidup seperti ini
dan seperti yang kukutip dari anes:

"ketika kami benar-benar berani
untuk mengambil resiko
saat itulah kami bahagia"

dan sepertinya sekarang aku bahagia atau paling tidak aku beresiko besar untuk- bahagia

when it was began

i don't know appropriatly
when it was began
maybe it was about one year ago
when I met him for the first time

maybe it was about one year ago
when I think he is so arrogant
it was hard to made a little joke with him
now, a year has gone babe
there are still nothing special between he and I

i don't know when it was began
maybe indeed since one year ago

when I start to knew him
when I start to heard him
when I start to made a little chat with him

I dont know when it was began
maybe indeed since one year ago
and I still dont know when it was began

the beginning of this story
the beginning of this feeling
the beginning of this regret

that I know I deared him
that I called it is The taste of Friendship

maybe indeed since one year ago

*for my beloved friend "...."
who has a little temptation of life...

just good luck for you sir!!!

*sori kalo grammernya brantakan.. haha
-melda

Berbeda artinya Sama

"I love you when you bow in your mosque, kneel in your temple, pray in your church. For you and I are sons of one religion, and it is the spirit. "

Kahlil Gibran

Kutipan sederhana namun bermakna, mampu menghadirkan desiran didada dan secuil air dipelupuk mata. Aku bahagia membacanya, ketika aku tahu seseorang diantara teman baikku telah menemukan bahagianya. Mungkin memang itu sementara, sebab tak ada yang bisa bertahan selamanya. Tapi kalau kalian tahu kisah dan bahasa tubuh mereka, kalian juga pasti bahagia. Apa yang di bilang orang dengan perbedaan mampu mereka hadirkan dalam nuansa kebersamaan yang membangun kebahagiaan.

Aku bahagia membacanya, melihat mereka tertawa dan sepertinya bahagia. Lalu kenapa aku gemetar seolah aku terluka? Aku bahagia membacanya, melihat ada mereka yang bahagia, aku hanya bertanya pada dia sang pemilik segala. Bagaimana bila aku juga memilih bersama yang berbeda? untuk mengejar apa yang kusebut bahagia?

-melda

a Little Tribute for Olipe

Olipe was in the middle of Sri Riski (left) and me (right).

Ini pukul 01.12 dini hari ketika aku mulai menggerakkan jari- jari tangan ku untuk menulis cerita ini. hatiku tergerak untuk menulis sesuatu tentang sahabatku, Olivia Syafitri aka Olipe, hehehe. I was read her new Blog http://roboticstuff.tumblr.com/.

Hati ku tergerak untuk menuliskan ini, after I read one of her posting, like this : Seorang gadis yang hidupnya penuh oleh berbagai macam kekonyolan (baik yang dibuat sendiri maupun korban kekonyolan orang lain), kebodohan (saya hanya merendahkan diri, orang-orang bilang saya pintar), mimpi dan imajinasi (prok prok). Ya, I was agree with her That she often do something that she said it is Stupid or maybe ashamed. But I dont thik so dearest Oliv, it is not a Stupid thing, I better call its your Uniqal side hahaha.

Hmmm, I just wanna tell to others, that I have awsome bestfriend ( HOEK HOEK ) hahaha. She is Olivia Syafitri ( Olipe, you must treat me lots of Nasi Tempe kremes for my beautiful defended :P ) hahahaha
no, now I gonna be serious.. now she is a little thing who gonna be SOMETHING as soon as possible. I belived in that you can be it sweetheart!! hahaha

O yah, I forgot to tell something about her Dream. She want to be a proffesional photographer in a coolest media like National Geografic why she wanna go around this world ( alone,or with Sri Riski or with me ) hehehe

Just fight for your dreams Honey, as your bestfriend I just wanna say that I love you and I wanna look you ( and look my self of course :P ) get all what we love and give the best for everyone who love us!

Keep on fire Olivia Syafitri xxx hahahaha

Backstreet Boys - Figured You Out

I'm addicted with this song and Backstreet Boys too hahahaha :D

Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh,
Yeah,

You had me waitin even on the second date,
I picked you up I took you to your favourite place,
I saw you flirtin but I looked the other way,
Away, away, away, hey,

You pulled me up and said you had a place to go,
Just grabbed my keys, you took my car and stole my phone,
I know I shouldnt but I let you get away,
Away, away, away,

But Im not a player,
Im not a clown,
I wont be a puppet,
Just hangin around,
You need another man to put diamonds on your hands,
And let you take his car,
I found out who you are,
I finally figured you out,

Oh no,
I shouldve seen it comin you were just pretend,
You just took my credit card and maxed it til the end,
I wish Id known before I hit the ATM,
Oh no,
It happened again,
(Oh yeah)

Im not a player,
Im not a clown,
I wont be a puppet,
Just hangin around,
You need another man to put diamonds on your hands,
And let you take his car,
I found out who you are,
http://www.elyricsworld.com/figure_you_out_lyrics_backstreet_boys.html
I finally figured (I figured you out),
I finally figured (oh figured you out),
I finally figured (oh yeah) you out,

Im goin away (far, far away),
Im goin away (so far away),
Im goin away (far, far away),
Im gonna pack your bags and kick you out,
Im sorry but I figured you out,
(Figured you out, yeah),
So long, so long,
Farewell,

(Cause) Im not a player,
Im not a clown,
(I wont be) I wont be a puppet,
Just hangin around,
You need another man (diamonds on your hands) to put diamonds on your hands,
And let you take his car,
I found out who you are,

(Im) Im not a player,
Im not a clown,
I wont be a puppet,
Just hangin around,
You need another man to put diamonds on your hands,
And let you take his car,
I found out who you are,
I finally figured (I figured you out),
I finally figured (oh figured you out),
I finally figured (oh yeah), you out

Aku dan Ayahku

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia
Dia sahabatku

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia
Dia inspirasiku

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia
Dia motivasi terbesarku

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia
Dia seorang pria

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia
Dia pria yang selalu mengusahakan semua terbaik untukku

Kalau kau tanya siapa dia

Dia adalah alasan kenapa aku ada
Dia adalah alasan kenapa aku berjuang
Dia adalah alasan kenapa aku bertahan

Dia adalah seseorang yang hadir dihidupku
Dengan semua cerita dan cita-cita

Dia adalah ayahku

This song is for you my beloved Father, Thank you so much for everyting you bring into my life!! I love you, Hope good Always Bless you Dad :) Amin